Acid

I saw her today
With you
On the street
She smiled at you
And slipped your hand
In her palm
And she let loose
Those words
That break my heart
A thousand times
She told you that
She loves you

And as my stomach
Filled with acid
As as my wishes
Soft and secret
Crumbled away
As my eyes
Burned with tears
I let myself feel
This jealousy
Acid.
It leaks in my mind
Spewing like gas
Spilling like fountains
I swallow a lump
Inside my throat
Destruction whispers
But I ignore her

For I don't want
To hurt myself
Or you, my friend
Or even her
I just wanted to be your girl.

That's all I wanted.

Goodbye.